To see you the way you are, & just knowing that you've given up in life. I know everything seems really hard right now Jeremi, but you can't give up on yourself. You're not suppose to. & you have, you are, & everytime you kill yourself a little more inside. I've known you so little & I don't know why you made such an impact with me, but you did. & now that you're falling apart, I feel like you're bringing down everything with you. I get what you're trying to say about your family & I am SO sorry, but you can't stop your life there! You can't. I'm sorry everything seems horrible right now. I'm a coward for not telling you all this, but I'm afraid that I can't say anything. Because I just might break you. My eyes are watery because I DO care, & it really isn't about you & me & the whole relationship bull shit. It's about Your thoughts, they scare me. I don't want Fabi calling me one day telling me your dead. I really don't. I wish I was there so you could see that I do care. I'd tickle you, because I know how much you don't like it but I'd still do it because I think it'd be funny. I kiss you on the cheek & hold you up close & tell you that things will work out in the end with or without me. I'd leave that night & text you goodnight. YOU'RE NOT ALONE! I CARE SO MUCH ABOUT YOU! Why are you giving up? Because of your family? Jeremi, sooner or later you'll have to open your eyes & see the people around you, & how much they care about you. I know it hurts. I know what you mean, when you say that you can't take it anymore. I just don't want you to end it that way. I'm your friend I'm here for you. Please Jeremi.. -Mauricio | 
